See you again. . .
Today is Kate last day in Brisbane, she's gonna leave here for Japan by tomorrow.. how sad... ;(
but I dont feel like I cant see her anymore because next year I probably go to Japan for a few months , I hope!!
but frist I need to save the money for my vacation. and make sure that I have enough money to live there for 2 or 3 month without work T_T
It gonna be hard!! but Kate said to me once
"If you always think it's hard It's not gonna be happen, nothing change, nothing will come to you...."
then I decided to move on, but still so many thing I have to care and thinking about. At least my age..... I cant just ignore and go on, I have to think carefully because I cant waste of my time anymore. I'm getting older day by day T_T
Dream is a Dream, But can I mix it up my dream and my real life?
It's pretty hard, Isn't it?
I'm so tried, what should I do?
My feeling just like I've been waiting for something.
but dont even know yet What was that about? T_T
Kate..... I will miss you. I'll remember you are the one who encourage me to do what I really wanna do.... I like the way you go on with confidence in your decision. I wanna be like you ... if I dont think too much about stupid stuff like this I would do what I want already. Is it too late for me to start? but I dont have that kind of confidence, and I'm afraid if I choose my dream then my life will become more difficult. to tell the truth I'm worry my dream ruin my life, I'm that kind of person who full of timorousness and always keep my life safe T_T
but if I do nothing ..... then I'm not happy
complicate laaa........
